I mean having side bitches is cool and helps but I feel so damn empty inside. I don’t like this feeling.I like when I’m actually able to feel something while doing it. I don’t know if that makes sense… Whatever. I’m just going to study.
Okay, I need sex. That’s why I have my side bitches though👌
I officially studied to the point where I can no longer keep my eyes open. I still have two more days to get this material down(even though I have a pretty good understanding of it) I want that A.
On another note, being in a pre-med program in college is no joke. It’s only my freshmen year in this university and I’m already stressed from how much I’ve had to do. I put countless hours into studying and being in the library but I still feel like I’m never fully prepared for what’s to come the next day. These last two weeks have been i n s a n e😩 ugh, I have such a long road ahead of me. But at least I’ll be a cardiac surgeon. That’s all I want in life.